Hate The Holidays!!
I really hate the holidays! I am on the brink of crying each day, I am guessing its depression but who knows. I just hate the stress, with buying presents for my grandkids. I want to get something that they will actually use and enjoy, not tossed in the closet or my daughter-in-law tosses out the gifts so quickly sometimes I never even see them the next time I visit. With everything going up in price money is tight, I can't waste a cent. That's just one aspect of why I hate them, the next is so many memories flood back into my mind. I can't stop it; it just happens especially when I am trying to sleep. I see ads for old Christmas shows like "Little drummer boy", "Frosty the snowman" and it makes me so sad. I guess I am nuts but it sends me back to when I was a little girl sitting on the couch with my mom by my side and dad over in his chair. It might be a getting old and having less days ahead of you than behind which makes me long for those days or ma...